well.. i am finally going for my holiday tomorrow morning.. i heading towards tokyo tomorrow for a five-day holiday.. i have finally some time off to head overseas.. i'm really looking forward to it.. it just seems different this time.. unlike the past few times where i dont really feel very excited and seem very lethargic about going.. i am actually looking forward to it.. well, i guess that its just this week of school.. its good and its bad.. i dunno.. i just feel a little lost and disorientated.. i have so many pending decisions and i want to just solve them all but.. haiz.. i just really dunno.. somehow, i just started my sleepful night just last night.. its kinda late for me because i would usually start it at the beginning of the holidays.. these past few weeks have been really horrid, i would always wake up in the middle of the night and would have a dreamless night then on.. i finally had a sleepful night for which i didnt wake up in the middle of the night but i had to wake up early to attend the history lecture.. grr.. i'm just so physically and emotionally tired..

i am very surprised at how someone people can be.. he can act in so many ways in front of different way.. what a feat.. even I cannot do such a difficult task.. at lessons, that person tries to look so fragile and gaunt when we look at him.. seemingly that he hasn't eaten for 2 weeks and is so weak that even the slightest breeze would blow him away.. but then i found out today that he has gone back to his old ways.. ling2 shi2 bao4 fuo2 jiao3.. even during the physics paper, i thought he would do everything himself but in the end, when someone offered him answers because he was the last one who haven't finish on the table, he drank it up like a thirsty buffalo.. c'mon lor, you're sec 4 already and you're still.. somehow, it doesn't surprise me. it was then i heard that he was going out to lan.. ohz.. following the ways of your new friends.. not surprised..

guh-ross..

today's not a very good day.. the only thing i am looking forward is a good sleep and a cold glass of OJ..

anyway, if you wish to request for any souvenirs, just drop me a request.. i'll try my best.. so far i've got zlata and mrinnocents' one.. :p

bye.. see ya all on the 22nd..

XOXO

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