thank goodness that stupid blogskin creator updated the photos, at least my blog still looks presentable even though its hardly updated.. the past week was a killer and wasted much of my energy and dashed some of my hopes in the process.. haiz..

my chinese prelims is such a killer, though it was supposed to be easy.. i am so dead, mrinnocent included.. i am so totally gonna fail my zuo wen, bcos i totally wrote crap for it.. i'm only in the 'B' group, that means i'll have to attend the stoopid lessons in the morning, luckily for me, its BY's tutelage i'm under.. phew.. if i get TCL, i'll totally die.. most likely that means that i only scored a 'B' for my prelims.. i'm so totally dead.. stupid turquise got into the 'A' group, hate you 4ever.. hope you enjoy the coming assemblys.. hmph.. :( well, the only consolation for mrinnocent and i is that we scored a high 'B', which means we probably almost scored an 'A'.. haiz, maybe we're bluffing ourselves but at least we'll knoe that we will strive and work even harder for our coming goal.. great job, zlata.. i'm proud of you for getting so far ahead.. :p i noe that you can do it! work hard peeps, we just have to work hard for another 28 more daes.. for all those 'A's, just remember that [a dubloon does not a treasure make]..

reading some people's blogs, it makes me awe and cringe at the tone that people can use.. i can see the pretentiousness that cloaks around them.. dont make me go over there to tear it up for you bcos its not going to be pretty.. dont even try to display fake signs of happiness in front of me, 'cos it wont work ok.. you think i will believe the smile you present on your face? you think it will make me feel jealous? you think it will blind my hatred and let my forgiveness overflow? well, GET A LIFE! its not working on me, steal the people dear to me, make them join your clique, turn them against me.. with these kind of actions, you will not even get a shred of jealousy or envy from my heart.. never.. you can pressure me by telling others of your pitiful state, make them turn against me, but it wont work on me bcos i noe who are the true friends that will stand beside me to fight for our own rights..

since you've been gone, i can breathe for the first time..
since you've been gone, i know where i stand..
since you've been gone, i know your true colours..
since you've been gone, i can finally move on..
since you've been gone, i can now get what i want..
since you've been gone, i am free of obligations..
since you've been gone, i am myself..
since you've been gone..

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