well.. tis been almost a week since i last updated.. haiz.. this week has been really hectic.. really mad..monday was filled with anticipation to finish school bcos i forgot to buy the cards for council and it happens that i missed a junior's bdae on sunday and monday was CK's bdae.. SORI!! hope you received the card i bought on tuesday :) sori abt it kkz.. really embarrassed.. o"otuesday was really boring after i realised that so many ppl had free lessons on that day..and i was had a full day of BORING lessons.. double chinese, yucks.. i knoe that the prelims are coming but.. the teacher is not helping in keeping my interest up.. haiz.. the only thing that perked up the lesson was mrinnocent realising that BY shaves the pits of his arms aka armpits.. lolz.... he saw the hairlessness through the sleeve when BY raised his arms gesticulating wildly abt the depths of abused maids.. lolz.. after seeing the absolutely disgustingnessthatonlyjoshuawoulddo we went on chatting animatedly abt how BY's wife would force him to shave even in his nether regions in aid of allowing her to use her mouth to remove pubic lice.. OHMY! hahaz.. jus jking.. :p after school wednesday was quite horrible cos LLP didnt give us back his test paper, only hinting that he didnt dare to count the passes.. *pray that i pass* i diunno larz.. snuck out of assembly at two later in the afternoon to go and see the primary school dentist.. luckily my teeth are perfectly alright.. :p after that i had to make my way all the way to serangoon to go for my chinese tuition.. i was freaking tired that i almost slpt during class.. haiz.. what i horrid day..thurs wasnt any better other from LLP teaching us abt esters (ding) hahaz.. he said that he would most probably set such a question with an ester named ding for the next organic test..well, todae's fridae.. nothing much except for the day seemed expecially long.. argh.. was totally bored maths.. i dont evn understanding ANYTHING abt vectors.. stupid.. i think that i'm starting to become like turquoise, i'm falling in love with chemistry.. its no more a mystery to me.. *wink* totally love it.. better than jigglypuff who taught me last year.. I LOVE LEE LIAK PHONG FOREVER! hahaz.. he's my most fav teacher.. *laugh* he's the total greatest teacher.. i finally knoe why 4-8 and 4-10 love him so much.. quoting from green: those that are taught my LLP totally love him.. those who are not taught hears good things abt him and in turn, also love him.. that's why almost the whole sec4 level loves him.. lolz.. apparently, teddy; salty; turquoise and zlata are watching 'sahara' now.. zlata, let me watch pacifier larz.. stupid.. can download..i officially hate cabbagepatch forever.. her test is so officially difficult.. i think she purposely set the test to give us a slap on the face.. stupid tyotch.. but i guess its for the better so we can wake up from our dreams for easy physics and finally realise that there's a tough side to physics.. haiz.. i'm so gonna fail..so happy, my brother bought me kelly clarkson's breakaway album for me on my bdae.. at least someone on this cold and deserted world stills remember my birthday.. all the ppl around me seems to have led their own lives, and leaving me in the lurch.. i think i'll buy a tub of haaigen daz and sit in my room and celebrate my birthday.. its gonna be a long 6 days till end.. this world is so bleak.. *weepweep* *i noe that some of ya really dont knoe what to get for me, just get me something that summarises our friendship for these past times, i'm not a materialistic person, i just wanna feel impt.. i noe how you feel abt me from what you give me.. i wanna come back home crying from happiness and not from despair and rejection..*here's a song that summarises all that i wanna tell all my peeps..____________________________________________________________________Artist: Raven
Song: True To Your Heart
That you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
That I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide
And it's tied to mine
I look in your eyes
And see you searching for a sign
But you'll never fall
'Til you let go
Don't be so scared
Of what you don't know
True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me
(Got to be true to your heart)
Someone you know is on your side
I can do that for you
If you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
And you'll see the light
True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me
(Got to be true to your heart)
(Ya know it's true)
Your heart knows what's good for you
(Good for you)
Let your heart show you the way
(Ya know it's true)
It'll see you through
(Got to be true to your heart)
Girl my heart is driving me to where you are
You can take both hands off the wheel and
Still get far
Be swept away enjoy the ride
You won't get lost
With your heart to guide you
True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me
(Got to be true to your heart)
When things are getting crazy
And you don't know where to start
Just be true to your heart
When all the world around you
It seems to fall apart
Just be true to your heart
____________________________________________________________________i'm really scared for my coming major examinations.. haiz..someone told me this (to protect the privacy of the person, i wont reveal his/her name :p): i'm always left out from the group; i'm always the one who gets sacrificed first; why doesnt anyone treat me as if i am important; why doesnt anyone treat me as if i'm not invisible?sometimes i share the same feelings..dont onlycherish me when i'm gone.. i believe that i've done enough to help you all through ur tribulations.. i've only 6 months left in this world..i told myself that there was no such thing as a field where flowers opened everyday..
i convinced myself that the world was ugly - a field of heartless human hearts pulsing greedily to live..
7 more days till chinese orchestra's Judgement Day..
7 more days till eldrama's fate is finally sealed when the verdict is read..
14 more days till chinese prelims..
35 more days till eng prelims..
46 more days till chinese o'levels..
2 more months till our prelims..
6 more months till our final deciding factor..
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