left from school early todae bcos i really didnt feel well.. in the morning, when i woke up, i found myself with a lump in my throat, causing me pain when i swallowed down my saliva or water.. after i bathed, i felt a little better, but my thorat still hurt.. only after reaching school, i realised that i left my lozenges at home.. argh.. after class, i went down with turquoise and RL to the study bench to wait for SS.. she wanted us to help her record marks or somethint.. msged me at 0025 in the morning.. lolz.. after that DT joined us and we started chatting abt the ebchoir's current possibilities as being the top5 choirs in dis year's syf.. it was interesting bcos we weighed our chances against other choirs.. apparently DT was quite optimistic abt it.. turquoise and RL sped back to class after seeing VT climbing up the stairs.. DT and i strolled back to our respective classes while talking abt the state of the ebchoir's songs.. haiz.. hope that we DO get into the top5 choirs..

PH came late for physics and said that it was due to a briefing abt the upcoming sec3 camp.. it seems like the sec3s dis year will be getting a better camp than us.. the place will be less soiled and the food more delectable.. well.. good luck to them lorz.. hate camps forever though.. i got 11/15 for one of my practicals.. quite happy.. but must work harder to score a full marks..

next period was PE, she shoved us the 'differentiation and integration' test and settled down to mark 4-5's test.. the test was kinda basic but i forgot how to do it.. gonna fail the differentiation part butr i hope i ace the integration part.. hope that the marks can level out and pass in overall.. hate differentiation forever..

after that, i walked down to the staff room 1 and seeked PE out.. she was quite motherly as she accessed my sickness and declared me sick enough to go home.. after collecting the permission slip, i walked outside the school and hailed a cab home.. the cab driver was interrogating me abt my sickness..

after i got home, i took some cough and phlegm medcine but it didnt soothe my throat.. after that, i slept till abt 1+.. got a headache bcos i only slept for a short while.. ate 'mee sua' for lunch and settled on my com covered in a blanket and read people's blogs.. quite interesting..

i realised that when you're living through time, it seems like such a long time, but when you look back, it seems to have passed so quickly.. why? is it some glitch in time?

now that syf is over and done.. a burden of humiliation and friendlessness seemed to have slipped off my shoulder.. maybe that's why i managed to pass my 2.4 yesterday.. haiz.. now it seems that our sec4 life in choir has ended and we have to revert back back to thr melancholy of school life.. now, we cant use choir practice as an an excuse to have a gathering to talk or watch a movie together.. a big chunk of my life seems to have disappeared into the abyss of despair..

feeling really tired and sad..

3 days till eldrama's Judgement day..
12 weekdays till chinese prelims..
2++ months till chinese o'levels..
5++ onths till our final battle..
13 days till i'm 16..

comment? / top